Les Nuits de la pleine lune (Eric Rohmer, 1984)
Russian Ark (2002), dir. Alexander Sorukov
"What a wonderful discovery."- Wandafuru Raifu
- They feel love and affection for those close to them which is almost childlike in its purity
As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000) Dir. Jonas Mekas
for a very long time ive been idealizing the people i consider dear to me and overlooking all their flaws…and i used to blame myself whenever sth goes wrong, even if i know its their fault, i would still believe that this stems from some sort of fundamental flaw in me and sort of accept it as a punishment for being crooked…
and guess what…nothing changed :) im still this way. i thought i changed but lately im beginning to discover that im still ridiculously selfless with people who hurt me deeply just because at one point in time i was able to connect with them.
this is why being an introvert is hell. because the very few people u are able to talk to or feel a connection with will become sth very sacred to you. even if u know that theyre hurting you, you will continue to idealize them and hurt alone inside because thats how rare and precious the connection u once felt with them was.